Hard Lessons

October 4, 2009

Things are really hard. I continue to screw up. No one does anything wrong, I just snap and without warning you are on my list and I go after you. It is not fair. I am hurting people. I vow to never act that way again, but then I do. And then I hate myself for it and I don’t know how to fix it.

I am itchy and antsy and I don’t know how to calm down without going to sleep.

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